That’s exactly how I feel today. There’s a lot going on in my life right now. I’ve got tons on my mind day in and out. The weight on my shoulders is getting heavier and heavier. A lot of what created my funk is completely out of my control, which is harder for my type a-want to be in control- self. So today, I threw myself a little pity party. I came home from work and moped. I said some prayers, snuggled with my pups, shed a few tears and fell asleep. When I woke up, I did a lot of reflection and found a little peace with the things that were bothering me. I’m always so hard on myself about everything. Whenever I feel like this, I feel guilty because I know I’m so unbelievably blessed. I know there are people out there going through lots of things I cannot even fathom. Then I felt silly about spending time moping around about things I can’t control. Not everyday is going to be sugar plums and daisies, today was definitely one of them.
By the time D got home, I was over it and out of it…for now. I really wish I were the kind of person that doesn’t worry about EVERYTHING and doesn’t take on more than I can handle. I feel like I am always stressed out and I don’t know how to get the stress kicked out of my life! Sometimes I need to just breathe! In my prayer journal each night I write down my goals for the next day, the first things I always write are to breathe, relax and smile. I have my MRI for my hip tomorrow, so hopefully I’ll be given the okay to get back to running within the next week. I’m praying for good results, I have a feeling not having that stress relief a few times a week is not helping my case at all. Tonight I’m leaving you with this beautiful saying. No matter what happened today, I’m thankful for a fresh new day tomorrow. Hope yours is wonderful.0 Did you like this post?