Hubs has been gone all week on business and I can’t wait for him to come home today. I decided to head to my parents while he was gone to keep me busy and to help with the pups since I hurt my back last weekend (spending 3 hours cleaning, not good at 8 months pregnant). It’s always nice to be home, eat family dinners and just spend quality time with my family. Mom and I made lots of things for AG’s room and dad and I spent most of our time talking about life. While life at its best is difficult, one thing I know is how blessed I am with amazing parents.
Even though it was nice to be home, this week has been emotionally draining. My grandma had a bad fall about a month ago and it’s been a very slow recovery and trying month for us. Just as she was about to get out of her skilled nursing facility, she had another set back and went back in the hospital yesterday. This time it seems to be much more serious. She has been such a big part of my life for the past 28 years, I can’t imagine her not here with us. I want her so badly to meet AG but I feel selfish because she is in so much pain. She has lived an amazing life and I know that He has a plan for her. I just want a little more time, I’m not ready to let her go.